i thought loving someone
would be easier than this.
sometimes i wonder if
i'm afraid to love or
if i dont want to be in love.
love seems to be such a happy thing
for everyone else. they seem to glow.
but for me, at this moment,
i think that love is worthless.

i'm worried.
worried that ive become an unfeeling
cold blooded creature.
worried that ive forgotten
how to love.
everyone is falling in love
and i dont feel a single shit about love.

has love been drained entirely outta me.